Seeing Myself Through New Eyes
Danielle Alcidas
Dr. Harris
African American Literature
01 March 2026
My major project is inspired by Their Eyes Were Watching God and focuses on how identity and
race can feel invisible until the environment changes. Growing up in Brooklyn, New York, as a
Trinidadian and Haitian American, I never felt like race mattered. My neighborhood was diverse,
my friends looked like me, and my culture blended into everyday life. I didn’t feel labeled or
separated. I was unapologetically myself. Like Janie before she began questioning her identity, I
existed comfortably inside a community that reflected me.
Everything shifted when I went to summer camp in Detroit, Michigan. For the first time, I was
the only Black girl in a space of boys and girls. Suddenly, I felt hyperaware of my appearance,
my hair, the food I ate compared to theirs, my culture, being the only one who had to wear swim
caps on pool days to preserve my hair, and the way people saw me. Going from being the same
race as everyone else to then being the only Black girl in a space and having no one that you can
visually and culturally relate to made me realize race is a social construct, similar to Janie’s
experience when she becomes conscious of her identity through the way others see her. Nothing
about me changed, but the environment changed, and that difference created a new awareness.
My visual collage will reflect this realization. One side will show images representing Brooklyn
and my culture, family, and community life. The other side will show imagery that represents
isolation and self-awareness. Between these sides, I will place images of famous Black figures
who also experienced moments when race shaped their identity or public perception, showing
that this realization connects across Black history. Quotes from the novel about self-discovery
and independence will be layered throughout the collage.
The goal of the collage is to show how identity is shaped by environment, perception, and
belonging. Race is not always something we feel internally until society reflects it back to us.
Like Janie, I learned that understanding yourself often happens when you step outside the
comfort of familiarity. In conclusion, this project connects literature, history, and my own
personal experience to show how the discovery of identity can be confusing, emotional, and
overall empowering.
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